Back to Identity?And scrambled transmissions from Planet Cod.

There’s this world and there’s me , and we are at war , always at war . I have heard it said ” if you want to destroy your enemy , turn him against himself “. Im talking about the way they start in with the programming straight away . As far as im concerned , that’s messing with the innate nature you were given .We’re born with certain instincts we need , not only for survival , but also for enjoyment . We’re given minds of great expanse with which to treasure the mystery of it all . But right away they’re trying to make out like they know everything and you know nothing . Right away They are trying to tell you what’s what and how ya do this and how ya do that . What makes you a freak and what doesn’t . So,you’re born , straight away they’re trying to convince you that blue is for boys and pink is for girls .It sounds funny to point that out , right? but that stays with you your whole life . Am i wrong ? Then there’s the naming of you .You’re given a name for life . So ya either grow into it or ya dont . And if ya dont , you can change it … but that’s a bureaucratic hassle . That’s not the point anyway . The point is , as i see it , from our Society’s point of view you are born to grow up into someone or something that validates Society’s views on what life’s all about . Even though Society and your innate nature may differ drastically . Although , of course , it would be impossible not to have hopes as to who your kid’s gonna be . The reality of it is that we probably dont have the right to expect anything . Not even good health . Hope is one thing , expectation’s another . The way i see it , every baby born comes with a message from mother nature . “Mother nature” i hate that term . It sounds so cozy and tranquil like nature’s some benevolent force whose love for us is rich with nothing but kindness . But that’s bullshit and most of us have learnt that the hard way . Society knows damn well what i mean “every child born comes with his or her own message from the source of life” .Society , for the most part , does’nt wanna listen . That’s why Sam’s gettin’ blue socks and Samantha’s getting pink. Oh and their names were chosen before birth . Got it ? Society aint about to let a kid wear a name for the first seven years under the understanding that she or he can rename themselves at say, age eight . That would be a nice way of tellin’ the newcomers to Earth that their society understood that if a person’s gonna go through life with a word attached to their identity , then they ought to like it . It shouldn’t simply be a matter of getting used to it .For all we know , this is it .

THERE AINT A HEAVEN , THERE’S NOWHERE AND NOTHING AFTER THIS ONE SINGLE LIFE . Now if that’s the way we’re looking at things , then there’s two very important questions that needs asking .WHAT REALLY REALLY REALLY , MATTERS ? and WHAT IS THE WORLD , ? Isn’t the world just some big machine . Dont we feed it’s engine with our souls . What matters to me ? truth and love . Ironically i’m the most offensive hypocrite i know . But everyday i go to war with the hypocrisy in me . Even though that means seeking out the darkness in me . The ugliness within me and being honest with myself . There are two sides to this all important coin . On one side ” i say there is good in everyone” on the other i say ” the killer in me is the killer in you .” This is to say that i want to know all of who i am so that i may be all that i am in this , my one and only life . That is my fuckin’ birthright . And yours too . To know thyself . WE NEED AN HONEST WORLD . Because the honest truth is that palestinian and israeli children deserve as much a chance as british , african , asian or american children . The lie is that it has ta be this way , it always has been and always will be this way . BULLSHIT ! Our government should serve us rather than it be the case of the many serve the few . We should run them rather than they run us . And foreign policy ? We should all have a say . The way things are in the world now are wrong . And the problems go way further than which government we vote in . Assuming the buisiness of voting is an honest one . The earth OUR planet has become a place where the function of most of our lives is to fill our minds and hearts with materialistic values and damn the rest . Damn everything beyond what Money will buy you . We are being lured into forgetting that we are much much more . I made a mistake at the beginning , i am not at war with the world . The world is at war with me . And all i do is resist . When i can and however i can . We learn our names from the lips of others at an age when we’re too young to know better . From start to finish there’s the continual effots to get you to see reality through the lense of conventionality . And conventionality is discriminate , small minded , outdated and sustained to serve the few . MONEY MONEY MONEY ! That’s all you are . Money . That’s all you’re worth . MONEY ! aND THAT’S ALL THEY’RE INTERESTED IN IN YOU FOR … MONEY ! BUT WE ARE MUCH MORE . SO WHAT DO WE DO ABOUT THIS ? WHAT SAY YOU ?