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They say , fear can stop you loving , love can stop your fear . Fear and Love . Put them in a boxing ring . Which would you bet your soul on . Cast aside your romantic gestures for a moment . We are BEASTS OF FLESH AND BLOOD ! i know that somehow , somehow … there is much more to us than that but the truth of the matter is that WE ARE ALL PRESENTLY RULED BY OUR FEAR ! Fear of humiliation , fear of humilation , fear of disassociation , fear of going without , fear of alienation , fear of pain , FEAR OF FEAR , fear of sacrifice , fear of emotion , fear oof intensity. Here’s something i think about often , INDUSTRIALIZATION OF YOUR COUNTRY , YOUR WORLD ! Man , i’ve come to a conclusion and it scares mme to admit it and it’s not an opion i want you to agree with i want but it seems to me there is no such thing as GOOD NOR BAD . Of course there is , but not in the sense that we have been led to believe . ‘You ever see that film 1984 ? There’s that coulple and they’re living in a version of Britain in which you are not aloud to love . You are not allowed to feel anything that the is not in order with what the government want you to . The two main characters , a man and a woman . Of course they fall in love but there are hidden cameras everywhere and so the government catch them out . They are arrested and taken to where they can be BRAINWASHED …! The mans name is Winston , his lovers name is Julia . They’re not interested in the couple simply agreeing not to be a couple . What they want is a betrayal that comes from the heart . They are both tortured into submittance .The moment of the film that speaks in accordance with what im saying is when they take Winston to room 101 , and they know his worst fear , they know he has a mortal fear of rats . And what they have is a helmet ,It’s a rat cage /helmet . There’s a rat inside it and they intensely threaten to put the cage on Winstons head . “NO … ” he screams “DO IT TO JULIA !” . And that’s what they wanted all along . They wanted to ground Winston down to his base instincts . At that level there is no such notion of SELF SACRIFICIAL LOVE ! Or is there ? WHAT IS LOVE ANYWAY ? REALLY , WHAT THE FUCK IS IT ? Hey , im just about to buy some chocalate . The coa coa in it causes a reaction in the brain that releases the sames chemical ya feel when ya lay eyes on that SPEACIAL SOMEONE . C’mon , what is it to you ? We have reached a point in our cultural development where the mainstream media is satureted with shit that’s only THERE TO ENTERTAIN YOU , NOT TO TEACH YOU ! So we are phsycoilogically obese with useless fuckin’; information . I grew up watching too much damn television . Too much , too much , too much . They got this bullshit thing they do on tv . They create two good for nothing good looking lightweight characters like ROSS AND RACHEL and they string us along their off and on off and on primrose road . HE LOVES ME , HE LOVES ME NOT . SHE LOVES ME SHE LOVES ME NOT . These characters are cut out to be identified with by us , the common class . They’re cut out just so , in order that we’ll see things in them that we see in our friends or in ourselves , only ROSS AND RACHEL LIVE FLUFFIER LIVES , They got nicer apartments , better jobs . IT’S BULLSHIT , BUT IT’S SO HYPNOTIC ! Yeah , TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES and Rachels heart never , ever , ever … EVER … stopped burning for Ross . Strap Ross to the Rack in room 101 and threaten him with the rat cage helmet . I can hear it already “NOOOOO , DO IT TO RACHEL ….!” Yeah , fuck it , do it to Rachel . They cut these characters out and broadcast them leading us along a predictable plot that never fails to suck us in . I have a problem with myself that i’ll take out on anyone who’ll read this shit because the very same problem exists in YOU !. Because you and me are suckers , man , not ’cause we watch T.V not ’cause we want fluffier lives of romance or what the fuck . We’re suckers because we get that smug warm feeling inside everytime we do something PaTHETIC like give a Big issue seller or begger some dollar for free . We do something small fry like lend somebody some money or let somebody off a debt , or some of a debt , and we sucker ourselves into some momentary self satisfaction . But the real GOOD GUY stuff takes fuckin’ guts . It takes endurance . I dont think anything you do , good or bad , is independent of your self esteem . There’s always something in it for you even if it’s just the feeling of having done something “selfless” . That’s quite a rush . It gives you the sensation of transcendence . Make some sacrifice and it’s there , if only at the back of your mind , that somebody owes you one . I’ve changed my opinion on Good and bad . I used to have all this fuckin’ warmth in my heart . I’d smile at anyone , everyone , say hello to strangers , talk to people at bus stops . Yeah , strangers were just friends you hadn’t met yet . Since then i’ve been through shit that has made me stranger to myself and to others . I’ve been kidnapped by hades , god of the dead and the unborn . I been sucked down into the bowels of both my own soul and the collective unconscious . People i regarded as good because they were friendly , through their unintentional lessons i learnt that “NICE IS LAME” . Niceness is not goodness . It’s easy to be nice . You’re nice to people and people are nice to you . But when you’re good to people , you maybe have to be honest with them an’ tell them something a nice person wouldn’t . When i’ve needed people to people be good to me , sit down and talk with me about something im going through , let me sleep at their house ’cause im homeless and in need of comfort . Most people have proved themselves to be lightweights in the moral support . People like to hear themselves say nice things like , im always there for you , if you need me etc etc etc … Ya cant pass off something like that like it’s a statement ’cause it’s either a promise or it’s not and if not … then dont bother saying it . Im guilty of most things ,because if it’s not something i’ve done , it’s something i’ve wanted to do .because i’ve bcome so twisted . But im trying to keep a hold of some supposed moral dignity . I’ve learnt not to promise things i cant deliver even if i want to be able to deliver . IM VERY FUCKIN’ WARY OF SAYING I’LL DO SOMETHING AHEAD OF TIME BECAUSE I NEVER REALLY KNOW HOW IM GONNA FEEL WHEN THE MOMENT ARRIVES . Yes sir/madame i’ve let a lot oif people down that way . Im sick of the way people try passing themselves off as NICE , PRETTY , BEAUTIFUL , PLEASANT . We’re making fools of ourselves . The value of our verbal currency is decreasing . “HOW ARE YOU , ALRIGHT ” is a greeting that for years made me feel obliged to say “yeah” even when i wasn’t . Nowadays i either tell people exactly what i think of the mood im in or i dont on account of the fact they’re so OBVIOUSLY UNINTERESTED . “Yeah im alright , how are you ?” “Im good” “oh , you’re good ?” “yeah …” “BULLSHIT , THERE AINT NO SUCH THING , well i mean there is but it’s not like how you …” Im gonna say something i’ve said before , i’ll say it now and i’ll say it again . We’re slipping . WE’VE GOTTEN SLOPPY AND WE’RE SLIPPING . The people feared by forces of authority are the people that hold sacred something bare , raw , priceless and unconvetional , LIFE . What most people settle for these days isn’t LIFE it’s a FADED SUBSTITUE , DILUTED BEYOND RECOGNITION WITH SUBMISSION AFTER SUBMISSION . FUCK ROSS AND RACHEL . Them and the like have got people thinking a relationship dies with its honymoon period . Im not saying that Love aint love unless you’ll die for it . Im just saying we’re getting too doped up with fantasy . We’re getting too intolerant of our wn impatience . We’re TOO VAIN , TOO WORRIED ABOUT FITTING IN . I’ll bet if someone assaulted you on the street in broad daylight on the street , people would just stand and watch . Someone would approach you and help you up just as soon as the assailant was Gone , but , face it , people … Most people are nice , but “NICE IS LAME ” As far as Good and bad are concerned WHO CAN SAY ?